Tamzin Michaela Spalding

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I would like to take this opportunity
To thank everyone for all the messages
And photographs that I have received
Since the birth of Our Third Grandson Millar Chris
They are all very much appreciated
I have read every single one

It’s brilliant to have a baby in the family again,
We are over the moon, but a little sad his
Uncle Christopher won’t get a chance to meet him,
He was a wonderful Uncle to our other two Grandson’s
Jack & Layton they miss him terribly… we all do.

Thanks again
Angela A Very Happy Gran X…. But A Very Sad Mum X

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Tributes for this weekend


FOR FRIDAY

Life is but a stopping place,
A pause in what's to be,
A resting place along the road,
To sweet eternity.

We all have different journeys,
Different paths along the way,
We are all meant to learn some things,
But never meant to stay.

Our destination is a place,
Far greater than we know,
For some the journey's quicker,
For some the journey's slow.

But when the journey finally ends,
We'll claim a great reward,
And find an everlasting peace,
Together with the Lord.

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FOR SATURDAY

Right now I'm in a different place
And though we seem apart
I'm closer than I ever was
... I'm there inside your heart

I'm with you when you greet each day
And while the sun shines bright
I'm there to share the sunsets, too
... I'm with you every night

I'm with you when the times are good
To share a laugh or two,
And if a tear should start to fall
... I'll still be there for you

And when that day arrives
That we no longer are apart,
I'll smile and hold you close to me
Forever in my heart

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FOR SUNDAY

I lose my grip on reality
On each day that passes by;
I haven't a clue where I'm headed
Oh how this pain makes me cry

My world is changing so quickly
And I'm losing everything in sight;
Why can't things go back to how it used to be
So that everything would be alright

Why do we have to lose the ones we love
It's just not fair, it's just not right;
Oh why God do you take them
Can't you see, I'm filled with fright

The days come and go
But the pain, it stays forever;
It never really leaves your soul
When you know, you'll no longer be together

Your heart, it's ripped wide open
And even though you try to hide;
It will break and bleed continuously
And feel as though it will never subside

I can take this pain no longer
Oh how it's killing me inside;
What suffering we have to go through
When the ones we love, have died


Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum

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Marie-Angela Rowe (Close Friend) July 16, 2009

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I would like to take this opportunity
To thank everyone for all the messages
And photographs that I have received
Since the birth of Our Third Grandson Millar Chris
They are all very much appreciated
I have read every single one

It’s brilliant to have a baby in the family again,
We are over the moon, but a little sad his
Uncle Christopher won’t get a chance to meet him,
He was a wonderful Uncle to our other two Grandson’s
Jack & Layton they miss him terribly… we all do.

Thanks again
Angela A Very Happy Gran X…. But A Very Sad Mum X

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Tributes for this weekend


FOR FRIDAY

Life is but a stopping place,
A pause in what's to be,
A resting place along the road,
To sweet eternity.

We all have different journeys,
Different paths along the way,
We are all meant to learn some things,
But never meant to stay.

Our destination is a place,
Far greater than we know,
For some the journey's quicker,
For some the journey's slow.

But when the journey finally ends,
We'll claim a great reward,
And find an everlasting peace,
Together with the Lord.

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FOR SATURDAY

Right now I'm in a different place
And though we seem apart
I'm closer than I ever was
... I'm there inside your heart

I'm with you when you greet each day
And while the sun shines bright
I'm there to share the sunsets, too
... I'm with you every night

I'm with you when the times are good
To share a laugh or two,
And if a tear should start to fall
... I'll still be there for you

And when that day arrives
That we no longer are apart,
I'll smile and hold you close to me
Forever in my heart

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FOR SUNDAY

I lose my grip on reality
On each day that passes by;
I haven't a clue where I'm headed
Oh how this pain makes me cry

My world is changing so quickly
And I'm losing everything in sight;
Why can't things go back to how it used to be
So that everything would be alright

Why do we have to lose the ones we love
It's just not fair, it's just not right;
Oh why God do you take them
Can't you see, I'm filled with fright

The days come and go
But the pain, it stays forever;
It never really leaves your soul
When you know, you'll no longer be together

Your heart, it's ripped wide open
And even though you try to hide;
It will break and bleed continuously
And feel as though it will never subside

I can take this pain no longer
Oh how it's killing me inside;
What suffering we have to go through
When the ones we love, have died


Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum

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Marie-Angela Rowe (Close Friend) July 16, 2009

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Our Beautiful Grandson Arrived On Saturday Afternoon
He Is Called Millar Chris, Mum & Baby Doing Fine
His Middle Name Chris Is After His Wonderful Uncle
I'm A Very Happy Gran But Sad Mum......

FOR MONDAY

If we could only speak to them,
And hold their loving hand,
No matter what we said or did,
We know they’d understand.


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FOR TUESDAY

Sadly missed along life's way,
Quietly remembered every day,
No longer in our life to share,
But in our hearts your always there.

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FOR WEDNESDAY

Memory is a lovely lane,
Where hearts are ever true,
A lane I so often travel down,
Because it leads to you.


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FOR THURSDAY

I sit and wonder every day,
Why the Lord chose to call you away,
I think He saw you needed rest,
He only takes the very best.


Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum


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Marie-Angela Rowe (Close Friend) July 12, 2009

TRIBUTES EARLY FOR THIS WEEKEND
WE ARE STILL WAITING FOR
NEW GRANDSON TO ARRIVE

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THINKING ABOUT OUR LOVED ONES

You can shed tears that they are gone,
Or you can smile because they lived,
You can close your eyes and pray
That they will come back,

Or you can open your eyes
And see all that they have left.
Your heart can be empty
Because you can't see them

Or you can be full
Of the love that you shared,
You can turn your back on
Tomorrow and live yesterday,

Or you can be happy for tomorrow
Because of yesterday.
You can remember them
And only that they are gone

Or you can cherish the memory
And let it live on,
You can cry and close your mind
Be empty and turn your back,

Or you can do what they would want:
Smile, open your eyes, love and go on.

FOR FRIDAY

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OUR LIVES HAVE CHANGED

Our Lives changed,
The very moment you passed away.
We couldn't stop it;
There was nothing we could say.

You've touched our lives so deeply
To a point you will never know,
We try to think about you
When we are feeling down and low.

Sometimes when our day gets hard
We will think about your beautiful smile
And if we listen hard enough
We will hear your voice after a while.

It's you who give us a reason
To go on with our day,
And now if we want to see you
We'll bow our heads and pray.

We catch ourselves looking for you still,
In the halls and at the front door,
But when we call your name
There is no reply any more!

We never thought a day would come
Where we would be apart,
God has you in his keepings,
We have you in our hearts.

Life will go on,
But never will be the same,
Your beautiful smile is gone,
But it will always remain.

You're our angel from up above.
You'll always be missed,
But most importantly... loved.
Just one more minute,

God, is all we ask- why can't you give them back;
It seems like such a simple task.
We guess people are right when they say
God only takes the best,
We know enough now that you're peacefully at rest.

FOR SATURDAY

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A SPECIAL MESSAGE FROM HEAVEN


I'm writing this from heaven,
Where I dwell with God above.
Where there's no more tears or sadness,
There's just eternal love.

Please do not be unhappy
Because I am out of sight
Remember that I am with you
Every morning, noon and night.

And I will stay beside you,
Every day, week and year
And when you're sad I'll still be there
To wipe away your tears.

When you think of my life on earth
And all those living years
Because your only human
Their bound to bring you tears.

But do not be afraid to cry
It does relieve the pain
Remember there wouldn't be flowers
Unless we first had rain.

I wish I could tell you
Of all that God has planned
But even if I were able to,
You wouldn't understand.

When your going down the street
And you've got me on your mind
I'm walking in your footsteps
And only half a step behind.

And if you feel a gentle breeze
Or wind upon your face
Remember it's only me
With a loving and soft embrace.

FOR SUNDAY

Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum


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Marie-Angela Rowe (Close Friend) July 9, 2009

♥ A Shade of Sadness. ♥


In comes the darkness to my soul
even as I sit in the early morning sun,
the distant sounds of the living
seem far removed from the fogginess of my mind.
♥
In the stillness of the house
which seems quieter than quiet,
time seems to pass too slowly.
♥
A feeling of being outside myself
looking back into an empty shell
of the person I used to be.
♥
I cry for my former self.
That person I once liked and enjoyed.
She is gone.
A loss within a loss, within a loss.
♥
A heaviness in my heart,
the weight of a million tears.
Drowning my emotions,
mixing and swirling in a pool of despair.
Ugly hateful despair.
♥
A sadness so deep and heavy
leaving the body tired and used,
I feel I could sleep,
sleep for a thousand years and never wake up.
♥
A thousand years will not change a thing.
You would still not be here.
What to believe, I don't know.
I just don't know. My soul is lost.
♥
I know not which way to turn.
Where to look,
♥
I feel helpless,
helpless to help my self,
annoyed with the daily things of life I must do.
♥
I don't care, not anymore.
The world could fall upon it's knees
it would not matter,
I am too shrouded in the darkness of my world
that spins ever out of control,
directing my emotions
with no warning as to what feelings
will be brought upon me next.
♥
There is guilt, another weight to bear.
Those who are with me, who I love and love me,
they need me, but I am not ready.
I hold them back at arms length,
I am not ready,
their demands draw on what strength I have left.
For that I am sorry,
but I cannot help bringing on the emotional distance.
There is a need to protect myself,
but from what I am not sure.
♥
There is anger.
Anger that occasionally swells within me.
There is no direction into which to fling this anger.
It is a new and different type of anger
not one I am familiar with and it disturbs me.
It makes me afraid.
♥
I try to be strong. For you, and only you.
I try to think what you would have me do.
♥
I know you would want me to live my life.
To continue on. It is not an easy task, not at all.
♥
Some days I can go out
and meet the world with vigor and say I do this for you.
♥
Some days I must crawl into my shell
and hide from the world that has been so cruel to me.
I am trying.
♥
The days are filled with thoughts of you,
and should I find myself not thinking of you,
I gasp for fear that I am forgetting you.
♥
I have learned to value life, you have taught me this.
To see the beauty in each day given to me,
even through this veil of sad darkness.
I know it is there waiting for me.
♥
Someday the sadness will lift
and I will only think of you
with a smile and warmness in my heart.
My love for you will always be there
that shall never pass
and I hope somehow you know this too.
♥
Your memory is only a heartbeat away.
I shall always love,
I shall always long for you,
I shall always wish to have you back.
And I shall live -- if only for you.
♥

WITH ALL MY LOVE, I WILL BE GONE FOR 2 WEEKS,ANTHONY'S GIRLFRIEND IS COMING TO VISIT ME, TILL JULY 24. TILL THEN ALL OUR BEAUTIFUL ANGELS WILL BE IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS. LOVE GLORIA ANTHONY'S MOM XOXO

Gloria Anthony'S Mom (GTS Friend) July 6, 2009

5TH JUNE 2009

ITS HARD TO HIDE A BROKEN HEART.........

HOW CAN ANYONE SEE MY BROKEN HEART
THEY WOULD NOT KNOW WHERE TO START
THIS IS NOT SOMETHING ANYONE CAN SEE
MY HEART IS HIDING INSIDE OF ME.

I SURE THAT IF IT COULD BLEED IT WOULD
PEOPLE LIKE MYSELF ARE MISUNDERSTOOD
WE ARE ALL HURTING AND IN SO MUCH PAIN
LIFE WILL NEVER BE THE SAME AGAIN.

THE TEARS OF SADDNESS I CANNOT HELP BUT WEEP
MY BROKEN HEART IS MINE ALONE TO KEEP
ONLY ANOTHER PERSON LIKE MYSELF WOULD KNOW
JUST HOW HARD IT IS TO LET OUR REAL FEELINGS SHOW........

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Jude Swaddle July 5, 2009

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Legacy of Love

A Wife, a Mother, a Grandma too,
This is the legacy we have from you.
You taught us love and how to fight,
You gave us strength, you gave us might.

A stronger person would be hard to find,
And in your heart, you were always kind.
You fought for us all in one way or another,
Not just as a wife not just as a Mother.

For all of us you gave your best,
Now the time has come for you to rest.
So go in peace, you've earned your sleep,
Your love in our hearts, we'll eternally keep

FOR SUNDAY

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Love

Love is like a butterfly;
It goes where it pleases
And pleases wherever it goes.

FOR MONDAY

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Stars

Perhaps they are not
Stars in the sky,
But rather openings
Where our loved ones
Shine down
To let us know they
Are happy.

FOR TUESDAY

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A Gift

A gift for such a little while,
Your loss just seems so wrong,
You should not have left before us,
It’s with loved ones you belong.

FOR WEDNESDAY

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Butterfly

As you danced in the light with joy,
love lifted you. As you brushed against
this world so gently, you lifted us.

FOR THURSDAY

Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum

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Marie-Angela Rowe (Close Friend) July 5, 2009

HOPE YOUR DAY IS 'PURRFECT', JUST LIKE YOU ANGEL.......

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LOTS OF LOVE SENGA. X X X

Senga Kerr (GTS Friend) July 3, 2009

Tribute For This Weekend

My computer is going very slow at the moment
so tributes will be hit & miss for now,
My Daughter’s Baby is due anytime
I will be at the hospital with her
when she has the Baby busy time ahead
I am so excited, I wish Christopher
was here with us Bless Him

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MY LITTLE GARDEN


I have a little garden
No flowers will you find;
Instead you'll see the friendships
That I have made online.

They grow from something other
Than normal flowers do.
They thrive on love and support
And understanding too.

This special little garden;
No matter rain or shine,
Is always in bloom;
This special place of mine.

It's filled with fun and laughter;
Where happiness abounds.
This lovely garden echoes
Many joyful sound.

I would like for you to know
That you are planted here
In my 'Friendship Garden';
Our hearts are always near.

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Sent Straight From Heaven


You were a gift sent straight from Heaven.
Given to us from God above.
We didn't know how much you would teach us
About the meaning of true love...

For true love sometimes means letting go
Of someone precious and dear.
That is what we were forced to do...
Although we wanted to keep you here!!!

However, this is quite a selfish wish.
One we know we should ignore...
But, we truly do believe
That God must have needed you more...

Perhaps to be an Angel now,
Full of wisdom and love...
Watching over those of us who love you
From the shining stars above.

We miss you more than you can know.
You will never be replaced...
In our hearts and memories forever,
Will be your sweet and innocent sleeping face.

Each time we see your picture
You seem to smile and say,
“Don’t cry, I’m in God’s hands,
We’ll meet again someday!”

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“The Best”

God saw you getting tired
And a cure was not to be.
So He put His arms around you
And He whispered “Come to Me”

With tearful eyes we watched you.
We watched you fade away.
Although we loved you dearly,
We could not make you stay.

A golden heart stopped beating,
Hard-working hands at rest.
God broke our hearts to prove to us,
He chose to take the best.

It’s lonesome here without you
We miss you more each day.
Life doesn’t seem the same
Since you have gone away.

When days are sad and lonely
And everything goes wrong,
We seem to hear you whisper
“Cheer Up and Carry On”

Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela Christopher's Very Proud Mum

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Marie-Angela Rowe (Close Friend) July 2, 2009

~~~~~~~~~ Sweet Dreams ~~~~~~~~~~

Goodnight my love, sleep tight
I'm sending all my love tonight
I'll dream of you when I sleep
Sweet memories of you I'll always keep

I close my eyes and try to see
Those days when you were here with me
I love you more than words can say
And think about you every day

I dream you're walking by my side
Keeping pace with every stride
Chatting just like we used to do
I cherish these sweet dreams of you.

copyright� Ingrid Aspey 1/7/09

Anji C July 1, 2009